Cool. Still loving the calligraphy if that's the best term to use to describe your marks. Your "messy" could well be anyone else's "finesse-y". It's deceptive how that kind of thing could go flying off the rails for someone not warmed to it where they have to think each and every mark through. I recall in the past trying to copy loose techniques and the original artist probably gave a mark little thought and it was just an expedient way to place some color and value. But for me, I had to be very careful and precise to match that loose look.
In learning guitar there were teachers online who said that copying a recorded piece from a famous musician was very difficult because that's generally not how the original artist did it. And that part of the trick was knowing the scales and certain licks, but it was getting in there and feeling it one's self -- getting into the feel of it, which then opens the door to letting one's own artist out of the box.
Anyway, very cool, looking at your work you put up.
"Not a bit is wasted and the best is yet to come. . ." -- remembered from a dream