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Thread: how my life feels empty without you...

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    how my life feels empty without you...

    Good evening to you friends,

    Well I think maybe everything is on the thread title already...
    I should have not said what I said some days ago, and I start feeling the weight of loss that has been caused by my own mistake...

    I hope you'll witness it with all your heart

    kindest regards to you all

    Pedro
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    Last edited by dadicrunch; 03-01-2010 at 02:28 PM.
    ...Life is a rainbow born from both rain and sun in order to show us its bright colors... Life is like that too from rain to sunshine... and at the end a bright colorful path you've walked on...

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    Fascinating dance, Pedro. It's interesting to read chapter by chapter. I feel your pain.

    Cheer up though. There are plenty of girls out there who would be more than willing to inspire your brushwork.

    Even Picasso had his blue period. Adentro!
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    Great painting Pedro. The enlarged view.

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    Pedro what a great painting.
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    dear friends,

    I really wanted to thank you all for you warm words you've expressed here to me
    I am really down at this present time, down, not knowing what to do, not knowing what to say but with the feeling that every word I will add won't ease the previous ones... I don't ask for advices, I am just confessing to you as in my painting how the depth of my heart is now, how my heart keeps freezing in my own tears, how my heart in a way bleed for my own mistake of these words that shall have not been said...

    You've said D Akey that there is plenty of girls around... I will answer you that I don't care about them in a certain way... I've been a lone wolf mated in flesh and soul one time and I lost this first love forever and returned being a lone wolf frozen by life itself... then I found in this new soul the same flame that I had forgotten long ago, the same flame and its warmth... but deperate for showing how much care I wanted for her, how much warmth I needed such as how much I wanted to bring to her... but said too much, too much that she barely could hear...

    I wanted a world for her but maybe also tried to bring her it and too much... cared too much to be intrusive surely... I needed her and thinking of her made me happy in a way that all my last paintings where about her, trying to picture each facette of the jewel she is... but said too much...

    I don't care for others... I lost one time my heart for a different reason, and this time by my own mistake I am losing her in a different way... a lone wolf maybe shall forever be lonely... maybe... maybe it is better for myself also...

    I wrote last time the question I was asking myself, about why I figured her out when I painted... this time I don't know when my heart would want to be put on canvas again... I don't have the heart to be opened and shown openly cause I don't want to show you all further pain I feel... pain and anger for myself...

    I just really wanted to thank you all for your words that have brought me a bit of warmth but be sure that down here, in me, for the moment is only coldness and tears...

    regards to you all friends,

    pedro
    ...Life is a rainbow born from both rain and sun in order to show us its bright colors... Life is like that too from rain to sunshine... and at the end a bright colorful path you've walked on...

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    Lovely work Pedro, and thanks describing the thoughts and emotions that are behind it. This too shall pass.
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    Pedro, I dont know you but I know what you are feeling and how much it hurts. All I can say to you is that time does heal the pain. Believe me it does. Life will eventually suddenly when you dont expect it take a turn for the better. In the meantime take comfort in that you have friends in here that will support you in whatever way they can.
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