I don't know why, but I haven't had inspiration for...months.
I want to write or draw, but I can't.
When I open ArtRage, and try to draw, I can't, something's there, and it's stopping me, and I don't know what it is.
I want to write, but I can't either.
I've been feeling jealous of others recently.
I see a good picture, or a good story, and I feel upset and angry at myself, because I can't write and draw like that.
Sure, practice makes perfect, but what if I can't practice? When I 'practice', nothing comes to me.
I can't do anything anymore.
I have no inspiration.
And I've got writer's block and artist's block.
I see people here who can do a drawing or a painting everyday, and I get upset because I can't.
I want to become an author when I'm older, part-time anyway, and possibly an illustrator, so I want to practice, but I can't.
Do you think it's because I don't get peace and quiet? I want a desk in my room but my mum says no. I have nowhere to sit in my room. And where I sit currently, people walk by all the time, shout, talk and play music I don't like.
I have nowhere to go to sit and think.
I just feel so angry and stupid.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I used to be good at art and writing, but I don't know anymore.
I don't want you to tell me to practice, because I can't. I want a way to get over this artist's block, so I can draw without having to stop and erase it all.